.... ((Ignore Echo I guess))

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The need to relapse has gotten increasingly stronger. I.... ugh I'm already stressed and I feel really lost and alone and it's no good because I have so many beautiful people and then I get home and it's like I want nothing more than to die. And it didn't use to be so bad, but I moved out of my best friends house and then my depression came back, and it's gotten worse from my perspective.  And I mess up and my reaction has gotten tl the point where it's like, " I'll get yelled at anyway." And I don't know what to do.
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WhisperstarEP's avatar
Well, try to stay positive. If there's something you enjoy, do it everyday and keep focused on that one thing. Find all the good things in life, not the bad ones. I went through something similar a few years and even I haven't completely gotten over it, things are a lot better. I guess it'll always be there, that feeling being a ghost and adrift, but most days I can shelve it in the deepest part of my mind. :) (Smile)  Smile! It's not that bad!! Not really! Don't ever, ever give up, you hear me? That is one thing you do not do. You can always pick yourself back up and keep going, trust me.