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Journal Entry: Mon Apr 7, 2014, 5:58 PM
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That moment when books and Fanfictions are better then reality because everything is so... Stupid. When you escape and drown in your fandoms.... And then you wish to just disappear. I slipped up I made a mistake and now I regret it with everything I have. God. I feel like curling up and never ever moving again.

Darkness collapses on it's self,
smothering me with,
each dying and fading memory.
Remember in is crutial, 
Remembering is painful.
I remembered pain, 
and I remember loss.
I feel so cold,
Couldn't I have changed my way?
Today I remembered, 
I wished I hadn't.
Yesterday I didn't want to remember,
so I didn't.
Tomorrow, I'll forger,
but never ever forgive,
she hurt me....

I don't know what made me remember that day in particular... It wasn't even special. I remember being confused as she beat me in the school bathroom. I'd like to know what made me remember this.... But then again I don't. It was saturday and there was this thing at my school. A party with popcorn and a bigggg jump house! I remember she said, "I'll talk to Ms. Jenner, see if we can get in free of charge. I doubted it, but hey I was seven or eight and I wanted in that jump house! Not even two minutes later I saw Ms. Jenner, my principle at the time, with a blooming face I called out "She want's to talk to you!" I was excited, overly so. They spoke quietly before she smiled and dismissed herself. I watched the principle walk away, and for some reason I felt sick, like I lost my little bit of help. She dragged me into the school bathroom, peed and then came out and washed her hands. Now watching me. Glaring. She walked over, rose her hand and brought it down on my cheek, three times over and over in the same spot. Her wedding ring broke skin under my eye, I jerked back and fell into a stall. Staring bewildered at the woman I thought I helped. I looked at her wedding band, carefully cradling my cheek, and thought harshly, 'Why would anyone marry such a beautiful tainted ugly creature?' I didn't understand why she hit me... Nor why I wasn't sobbing like a baby. I don't know what reminded me... That was ages ago. I felt like a terrible child. I don't like remembering anymore...


That needed to come out... I've been worrying to long now.... 





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PanthergazeKitty Sep 30, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch! ^^
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Hey, Echo, I was wondering if you could give my some points. I'm going to ask for a commission for one  of my charries. I'm not who though. I've got so many. Tealy, Cam, Hazel, Whisp. Probably Tealy or Cam. I don't have any points however. LOL.
 Just click the link. Thanks.

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cristal707 Sep 9, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
AAAH sorry ive dissapeared BUtT ive got good news, i will be visiting Lucerne elementary with Patty, we get out early on wednesdays so we'll be at Lucerne abouut 2:30? around there, SOO ILL SEE YOU SOONI am a dummy! :happybounce: La la la la Spin, Slide and Bump So happy Oh oh oh oh 
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:iconechoriver6450:
I'll ditch P.E that day and be chillin in Ms. walstads! Does Ms. Walstad know yet or is it a surprise?   I got a dog! His name is 'Shorty' he's a terrier Chihuahua Dachshund mix. (Search it! I dare you!)
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ivyandtwine Aug 8, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
thanks for the fave!!
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:iconpokemonpatty:
Thanks for the watch :D
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:iconloonalucy:
thanks for the fav!
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cristal707 Apr 23, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thanks for the favs :iconsweethugplz: :iconbummy2:
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